Friday, June 1, 2012

Ideal World?

An ideal world, according to me.

One where money does not influence the things we do.
- People are reward-driven.
- Most common reward at the present is money.

One where people are devoid of financial cravings and reward through financial means is considered a last resort.

One in which people strive to succeed, just for the feeling of accomplishment and the privilege of being able to help mankind advance.
- Our genes still show that we have the cavemen principle of our ancestors. We tend not to believe in things until we see it for ourselves, for example we would rather go to a concert than get an autograph from an idol.
- The reward of the feeling of accomplishment is barely seen in modern days, with people too money-minded to actually do something that is beneficial to mankind. People like Nikola Tesla and Mahatma Gandhi are great examples of successful individuals not being influenced by money.

One in which transparency is the main value, people treat each other with integrity.
- Lies are unnecessary if we are to advance together. There is no need to keep things to ourselves when the whole world wishes to hear your discoveries. A liar is not able to live comfortably with a lie remaining in his head.

One in which people are free to choose whatever way they wish to live.
- Be it straight, homo or bi, people's choice for a partner is to be respected. It is not fair to view people different from us as individuals with lower social statuses. They can help contribute to society as well, only if we give them the equality and freedom they deserve.
- The same goes to people of different genders, races and ages.

One where people are not suppressed by illogical teachings by irrelevant authorities and clergymen.
- Religion acts like a two-edged sword. One side sees people being enlightened and tend to follow rules and teachings to guide their lives better. On the other hand, it segregates people and accounts for unnecessary bloodshed and potentially forward-thinking ideas.
- People should not force others to adhere to a particular religion. This includes parents to children. The child should be allowed to mature first before allowing them to make decisions. But for those decisions that cannot be turned back, it is better to let the matured child decide for themselves, rather for parents to drag them into a bottomless pit.
- Personally I am not in favour of oppressive religions that require people to stand to a whole set of laws that very much govern their lives. This is the view of life from one entity's perspective. People should be allowed to live their own lives, without too much suppression from unnecessary teachings and ceremonies.

One where people uphold courtesy and straightforwardness at the same time.
- No nonsense talking and long descriptive stuff. These belong to movies and entertainment and stuff.

One where science is viewed as the engine of prosperity by all.
- Science drives money. People fail to grasp that for millennia and look what it has done to their respective civilisations (Arabs were the first pioneers of the numerals and have most of the stars named after them, but a religious movement brought an end to their advances, and look now how low they have plunged.)
- However, one should not be driven by greed and money. Instead, one should be willing to help mankind by upholding science and knowledge as the true currency.

One in which humans are aware of their full potential and are willing to be united to fulfill it.
- Wars with each other are unnecessary.
- This very much means the loss of patriotism towards one's country. But if the entirety of mankind is to prosper, some things just require sacrifice.

One in which we can view each other with respect and equality.

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Keeping Up The Chase

Ages since I last did anything at all over here.

Many things have passed, Anti-Lynas stuff, birthday stuff (cakes made me fat again) and guitar concert stuff. Things I do not wish to elaborate on too much since there's nothing much to share.

What's more important is the biology and laboratory stuff. I've told myself time and time again I came here to fucking STUDY and learn new things that will benefit my career. And nothing else should get in the way.

Since the university requires us to obtain soft skill points (Well, I can interact well with you, if you want to. If you treat me like rubbish I'll treat you the same. Problem?) and worse of all I think we need a total of 100++ points before graduation.

You may ask, how are we supposed to obtain these 'points'. Doesn't matter what good shit you do, as long as you attend talks, workshops etc you'll get them. It's as if I've never talked to people in my whole life. And oh, the aforementioned talks and workshops will make your wallet thinner as well.

(There are free ones, and some up to RM120, mind you. But how much you pay is a little directly proportional to how many points you get. For example, you attend the free talk, you get 5 points; you attend the RM80 talk, you get 20 points. Money-milking machine, I suppose. Ask any UTAR student and there's a big chance they'll tell you the same.)

Oh and by the get points too if you're in the committee members list of the various societies here. And also you get the points too if you register to be a helper or committee member in organising events. I jumped at the chance to do so, and found the job a little tiring. Maybe not worth the 15 points I got but I dunno.

Now to worry about my internship problems. I've never worked before so this will be the first time I join the white collar crew. October 1, if I get through the remaining semesters without a scratch, will be the day I start working, albeit just for a couple of months. So I'm keeping myself occupied with these worrying stuff.

That's all.

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Low Profile

Truth is, I like to keep things at low profiles.

Yes it hurts a little to see friends posting their couple photos on the web, to be able to show their love for each other freely.

I've been with her for more than a year now. And honestly, we don't take photos together very often, neither do we go out often. It's just plain, simple and precocious love, this one we share together. We get along fine though we don't spend too much time together. Because simply, we trust each other.

I don't really enjoy publicity, and people trying to follow me too often or whatever. It annoys the hell out of me but still I take it as a compliment, with a pinch of salt.

Oh, and Happy 2012 to all my readers.

Monday, November 28, 2011

If You Wish To Know

This is my timetable for the coming trimester. Don't know why but I'm getting restless easily nowadays. Did I enroll in the correct university after all?

Thursday, November 3, 2011


When I was young, he told me that I had great promise and potential to be a good violinist.

And what did I 'repay' him with?

Not even reaching Grade 8. That's quite... disappointing.

Rest in peace, Master Tan. May your legacy live on.

Someday I might decide to take my violin out and re-immerse myself in it once again to relieve the memories. Who knows?

Thursday, October 27, 2011


Suddenly I realised that you can do so many other things without certain distractions!

For me, that distraction has to be Facebook.

Yes yes I know how people compliment about it being a tool for the latest news and information and how it bridges long, lost and faraway friends together but seriously, it has actually become more of an obsession than a part-time leisure tool. One rule of life is to stop being obsessed with one thing that brings more harm than good.

The goal is to experiment how much better I can spend my life with, without the distraction of Facebook.

If there's anything out there that you, my readers feel like conveying to me, you may add me up on Google+ (which requires no approval haha, and my circles haven't even reached 60) or just follow me on Twitter, Tumblr and contact me through my DiGi number (Maxis number in hibernation mode due to malfunctioning W910i).
有什么事情就过来谷歌+加加我,或者在Twiiter 、Tumblr等跟随我,还是通过DiGi号码联系我。

Anyone asking me when I'll reactivate my account?
The answer ranges from tomorrow(any last minute group meeting/discussion using Facebook) to next year (yes, why not?) to the time I graduate (to show how much I've changed).

Have a nice day!

Thursday, October 13, 2011

The First University Level Exam

Passed the first exam with GPA of 3.2

Content? Barely.

Happy? No.

One part of me wants to lodge for an appeal for re-evaluation of exam results, the other wants me to satisfied for what I've done and punish myself for being overconfident.

But it just seemed so wrong for my computer subject to get a measly B- when I seriously contemplated scoring -almost- the full 100 marks in the paper. Oh well, the same goes with cell biology, knowing that I can't answer just ONE question, but the others were alright, I was thinking about ace-ing this subject as well. That the outcome was a lowly B- meant I wasn't the most delighted person on Earth for obvious reasons.

I wish to see myself in the Dean's List in the coming semester.

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