Tuesday, September 14, 2010

分離 Separations





這一生中與過不少必須和朋友們分離的時候。
In my lifetime I've experienced many occasions in which I have to face inevitable separation with friends.

小學時候,是怎樣的我就忘記了
How was it like in Primary school? I don't remember much.















但仍有兩張照片收在抽屜裡,能讓我回想起以前的我,以前我的好友們。
But thanks to a couple of photos I still keep in my drawer, I still managed to remember all of my friends, and who I used to be.

而感謝面子書能讓我看到你們變了幾多。
And thanks to Facebook, I saw how much they've changed since then.





不知不覺,就上了中學,剃了光頭,增了肥肉。
Time flies, I enrolled into Secondary school, got myself a shiny head, gained shitloads of pounds.

我覺得,是中學生涯塑造了現在的我。
I think life in Secondary made me who I am right now.

好多興趣就是在中學時期開始培養的。
Most of my current interests were nurtured during my time in Secondary.

五年過了,在這裡的朋友,也是最捨不得的。
Five years passed, and my heart aches most when separating with my friends here.
















那天其實我也沒哭到。
I did not shed any tears that day.

我心中早已知道分開那天,是逃不了的。
Deep inside I knew separation was coming along.







考完了大馬教育文憑,被抽中參與國民服役。
After SPM, I went for National Service.

區區兩個月多在一起,培養的感情絕對不淺。
Two months and a couple of weeks passed by, everyone got to know each other very well.

別說現在的種族問題,我在那邊也和馬來同胞們變成了很好的朋友。
Don't mention the racial problems in our country right now, I befriended some decent Malays as well.

印度同胞們,跟他們的回憶更是深刻。
Those moments with our Indian brethren are even more unforgettable.

甚至在要分開那天,大家都一起哭了。
Even on the day of separation, everyone cried.

而我,怎麼又沒哭………
But still, the tears just wouldn't come out...

















剛剛舉辦了個飲茶會,大家看來都還好。
Just had a gathering with my buddies from NS a few days ago.

謝謝你們抽出時間來一同相聚。
Thanks for the time, guys.





生命旅途帶我到大學去上基礎課程。
My journey in life took me to Foundation year in University.

第一個學期完畢了,與同班同學們也建起了默契。
First semester ended with everyone in my tutorial class knowing each other just too well.

認識你們,真的很棒。下個學期,我們繼續加油。
Was awesome knowing you guys, let's look forward to the next semester though.


















與好多不同的朋友們分離了。
Separations are slowly becoming common for me.

到最後有沒有聯絡?
In the end, did we all keep in touch?

老實說,過後見面只有招招手罷了。
Honestly, we'll just say hi when whenever we meet, and that's about it.

除了那些真的很好的朋友,偶爾會出來一同飲茶聊天。
With the exception of some of those closest buddies, we'll come out occasionally for a drink and chat.

對啦,所以我早已經習慣分離了。
It's true that I'm used to separations already.

所以,淚水鎖在眼眶裡,不會出來。
That's why I never cry whenever there is one.

等著有人會把它解開,讓我知道分開的痛苦吧。
Hope someone unlocks my tears fast, and let me know how much it hurts when we leave each other.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

At Penang

When was the last time I ever got so stressed in life?

Should be SPM.

Back then I'd resort to spamming food into my tummy to reduce the freaking pressure growing as the days pass by. Heck that made me a whole lot overweight and maybe flirting with obesity. SO that method is just...fail.

Oh well, nowadays, I got a bit too pre-occupied with my revision until I forgot to have my lunch, guess this is at least a better alternative than the eating one. The obvious consequence is that I'm losing loads of weight because of frequent meal-skipping(but heck, I'm not sure if I really looked slimmer).

The Finals have really been a PiTA(Pain in The Ass) and I'm just glad that it's over.

I'm not sure I really did my best but all I can do now is to hope that I'll maintain my freaking scholarship next semester.


All's OK until the side mirror of my car fell off on the highway back to Penang. Ahh can't believe this 'luck' I'm getting. It'll cost a whole crapload of money to get a new one, and it's really troublesome driving with just one side mirror for now.

I've been doing lots of StarCraft II lately, but I'm not in the mood to go for league games yet, since I won't be a frequent player.

Well, nothing much for me to say, back in Penang, relaxing my nerves and preparing myself for the next semester, is about all I can do for now.

Looking forward to the next semester.

Ciao.



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